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Zor Gönül

Zor Gönül

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<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ka&ccedil; yıldız kayacak bu gece g&ouml;n&uuml;l?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Hangisine seninle&nbsp; tutunacağım?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Akarak pas tutmuş saat pili elimde,</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">K&ouml;m&uuml;r&uuml;nde g&ouml;zlerimi avutacağım?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Susmanın y&uuml;k&uuml; ne ağır g&ouml;n&uuml;l!</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Konuşmak, kuş gibi &ccedil;ırpındırır insanı</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bir de sevmekse mevzu, hele ki sevilmeden,</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">G&ouml;zler, b&uuml;t&uuml;n s&ouml;zlerin en kesif imtihanı...</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Birg&uuml;n bana &ccedil;ok kızarsın; dersin ki &#39;deli&#39;</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bilmezsin; i&ccedil;imdeki&nbsp; şeytandan sakladım seni!</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">K&ouml;r oldum, sağır oldum, dilsiz oldum ben,</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Seni alsa, ağırlıktan batar gibi bu gemi.</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Her kalp ,kendinden bir c&uuml;ze d&uuml;şer g&ouml;n&uuml;l!</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Kapıların ardında herkes; kimi i&ccedil;erde, kimi dışarda.</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Yapraklar kurumadan &ouml;zg&uuml;r kalmıyor, bir bak!</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Yerleri, yeniden yeşillenir baharda...</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bazılarına, s&ouml;z s&ouml;ylemeyi bırakalı &ccedil;ok oldu g&ouml;n&uuml;l!</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Korkarım ki susmaktan da anlamıyorlar.</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Tesbih tesbih sırlarım var, geceye fısıldadığım</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">P&uuml;sk&uuml;l&uuml; kadar kendini salmış g&ouml;zyaşlarım var.</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Seccadem yere serilmeden bir t&uuml;rl&uuml;,</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bir t&uuml;rl&uuml; &ccedil;ıkartmıyor arş-ı &acirc;laya kadar.</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Beni ne top ne t&uuml;fek, bir mel&uuml;l bakış yıkar</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ruhuma işlenmiş H&uuml;dai nakış yıkar...</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ah etsem ahım ah&#39;ta, sabrım sabır istiyor.</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Gelecek hep gelecek de ge&ccedil;mişe g&uuml;&ccedil; yetmiyor!</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Beni, anlayacaklar&nbsp; doğmadı daha g&ouml;n&uuml;l</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bir ay bir de yıldız gece g&ouml;kten gitmiyor</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Gitmiyor dualarım g&ouml;ky&uuml;z&uuml; m&uuml; tıkalı?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Nedir inceden ince y&uuml;z&uuml;me değen yağmur?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">İnleyen nağmelerde bu huzur da ne b&ouml;yle?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Zaten topraktım &ouml;zde, eridim oldum &ccedil;amur...</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ademiyet, kimlikle değil kişilikle var idi</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sandılar ki insanlar, yıllarca orda burda.</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bir hikmet aradılar onca hikmetsiz işte,</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sonra yem oldun g&ouml;n&uuml;l doymak bilmez a&ccedil; kurda</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ne vakit kaldı şimdi &uuml;z&uuml;l&uuml;p sevinecek</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ne sa&ccedil;ım kaldı artık s&uuml;p&uuml;rge edilecek</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">A&ccedil;ıldı duvar s&uuml;sl&uuml;, aslı t&uuml;l siyah perde;</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sen, sanırım benimle artık zor ge&ccedil;inecek...</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><strong><em>Leylifer </em></strong></span></span></p>
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