Anlasana

Nilüfer Akıngül
Nilüfer Akıngül
Anlasana
30-08-2022
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ağlayamayacak kadar yorgun gecelerden yazıyorum sana</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sahile vurmuş uykusuzluğum g&ouml;zlerime mıhlanmış</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Nefesi inkar eden ciğerlerin i&ccedil;inden ılık ılık akıyor sensizlik kan kırmızı</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bu gecenin sabahına dayadım bastonumu</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&Ccedil;ıkar mıyım &ccedil;ıkmaz mıyım bilmiyorum ama </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Anlasana</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ağlayamayacak kadar yorgun gecelerden yazıyorum ben sana </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Belki sen şimdi okumazsın yazımı, okusan anlamazsın </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Kopardım telgrafın tellerini, kırıp attım sazımı</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sana &ouml;mr&uuml; adadım, gen&ccedil;liği kurban&nbsp; kestim </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sen birazcık &ccedil;ekemedin şu &ccedil;ocuksu nazımı</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ararsan birg&uuml;n olur da, hani ararsan işte</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">D&ouml;nmek istersen, kalbim yetim, aklım &ouml;ks&uuml;z bilesin</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sesleri alnının &ccedil;atından vurur gibi sessizliğim </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Korkarım ki senden daha iyi gelecek sensizlizliğim</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sanki &ouml;ld&uuml;m de ellerim ellerine hasret, d&uuml;şmez bir t&uuml;rl&uuml; yana</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">G&ouml;zlerini kırparak, y&uuml;r&uuml;yerek, g&uuml;lerek biraz da ağlayarak, &ouml;lmeden anlasana</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ağlayamayacak kadar yorgun gecelerden yazıyorum ben sana</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&Ccedil;armıha geriliyor aynada zaman mekan</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">S&uuml;t beyaz siyahlarım var kimsenin bilmediği </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">İfritler bile insafa geldi sanki</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bilir misin insan nasıl demlenirmiş gecelerin deminde?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bilemezsin; sevdiceğin gitmediyse senin de</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sana beni sev demem, kendime de demedim</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">G&ouml;kten d&uuml;şt&uuml; zembille ne oldu bilemedim</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Y&ouml;r&uuml;ngeler değişti iki kelime kaldı, biri semaya d&uuml;şt&uuml; birini toprak aldı</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Gel g&ouml;r, g&ouml;nl&uuml;m&uuml; tufan bastı suları &ccedil;ekilmiyor</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&Ccedil;ekilse derdi sevdi, Nuh gemiden inmiyor</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bir matem y&uuml;kseliyor hilal geceye batmış, yıldızlar zırhı giyip g&ouml;kte kabrine yatmış</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Kader halaybaşıda sallanıyor bu d&uuml;nya, ne oldu bize b&ouml;yle bu ne hal anlasana</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ağlayamayacak kadar yorgun gecelerden yazıyorum ben sana</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">İ&ccedil;imde bir &ccedil;ağlayan debiyi aşmış gibi</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ruhum tel tel dizilip kendini sa&ccedil;mış gibi</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">G&uuml;lerek oynayarak akıldan ka&ccedil;mış gibi</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sızlanır feryat figan canım tende perişan</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Dağlar bana yaslanmış ben bir kum tanesiyim</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ummanlar aşıp gelmiş k&ouml;r kuşun kafesiyim</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bir şafağın ışığına zımbaladım yarını ge&ccedil;mişin arkasından </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Y&uuml;r&uuml;meden koşmayı, kanatsız da u&ccedil;mayı &ouml;ğrettiler en g&uuml;zel</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Artık &ccedil;ok da g&uuml;zel g&uuml;l&uuml;yor, g&uuml;ld&uuml;r&uuml;yor sensizlik</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Anlasana</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ağlayamayacak kadar yorgun gecelerden yazıyorum ben sana </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><strong><em>leylifer</em></strong></span></span></p>
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