Beni Bana Bırakma!

<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">ANNEMİN G&Uuml;NL&Uuml;KLERİ (23)</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">28/AĞUSTOS/1958 İSTANBUL</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">&ldquo;Bug&uuml;n &ccedil;orbacı yine insan ile doldu taştı. </span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Dağ gibi yığılmış bulaşıkları yıkamaktan yoruldum. Ancak TANRIMA ş&uuml;k&uuml;rler ki şikayet&ccedil;i değilim.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Derviş Efendi hakkımdan fazlasını veriyor.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Bulaşıkları yıkarken DERVİŞ EFENDİ zemine bulaşık haneye indi. Duvar kenarında ke&ccedil;i derisinden taşlanmış &ldquo;NAMAZLASINI&rdquo; sererek &ouml;ğle namazına başladı.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Bu ihtiyar namaz kılarken, etrafa bir huzur yayılıyor TANRIM&hellip;</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Namazı bitince, uzunca duaya durup TANRI ile konuşmasını hi&ccedil; ka&ccedil;ırmıyorum... </span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Suyu kısıp bulaşıkları bırakarak, bu ihtiyarın dudaklarından d&ouml;k&uuml;len s&ouml;zleri y&uuml;zlerce defa duydum.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Ve bug&uuml;n yine duydum.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Derviş Efendinin, ellerini Tanrıya a&ccedil;arak &ldquo;Allah&#39;ım beni bana bırakma, beni bana bırakma&rdquo; diye g&ouml;zyaşları d&ouml;kmesi, t&uuml;ylerimi diken diken etti yine...</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">(Not: Sanat tarih&ccedil;isi olan Elenora BALCİS, anne ve babası Suşehrili Rum k&ouml;kenli bir hemşerimiz. Yeni Zelanda&#39;da yaşıyor. </span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">Annesinin, İstanbul&rsquo;da tuttuğu g&uuml;nl&uuml;klerinden b&ouml;l&uuml;mler g&ouml;ndermekte.)&rdquo;</span></span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;"><span style="color:#050505">(SİVAS POSTASI)</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>