Neden Demedin Anne?

Nilüfer Akıngül
Nilüfer Akıngül
Neden Demedin Anne?
17-05-2022
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&Ouml;nce kendi duygularım yetim bıraktı beni</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sonra hayallerim yarında &ouml;ks&uuml;z b&uuml;y&uuml;d&uuml; </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Kendime kızacaktım, nerdeyim bulamadım </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&Ccedil;ok sevmekten yoruldum, ben hi&ccedil; aşk olamadım</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Hayatın d&ouml;v&uuml;p de ağlatmadığı şımarık o &ccedil;ocuktum</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ellerimde &ccedil;amurlar, g&ouml;zlerimde yağmurlar</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Yıldırımın nereye d&uuml;şeceğini biliyordum ben oysa</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Yanmanın lezzetini hamlığı geri koysa</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Hep dahası vardı dahasının bilmediği </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&Uuml;st&uuml;ste dizilinin en &uuml;st&uuml;nde birer dize</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Saklanmadan ebelen kahretsin g&ouml;lgesinde</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&Ouml;l&uuml;m&uuml; bekliyorduk, &ccedil;ıkmak i&ccedil;in bir d&uuml;ze</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">G&ouml;zlerim, g&ouml;zlerime değse oldu k&ouml;rd&uuml;ğ&uuml;m</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Anlatsam anlamıyorum nedir nasıl g&ouml;rd&uuml;ğ&uuml;m</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Hayalden kozaların i&ccedil;inde yalan ger&ccedil;ek</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">S&ouml;ksem u&ccedil;sa i&ccedil;indeki d&ouml;rt g&uuml;nl&uuml;k g&uuml;lmeyecek</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Her hikaye başı toprak, altı toprak, sonu toprak</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sevdi mi sararmadan solarmış nice yaprak</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bir kitabın arasında renkli g&uuml;ller bilirler</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Severek &ouml;len kullar, anne nasıl dirilirler?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&#39;Neden, sorusunu&#39; haketmeyenlere hep tamam dedim</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">&Ccedil;alkantılı denizlerde dingindi belki ruhum</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Anlamayanlara neyi anlatmayı denersin?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Biraz incindi ama olsun, şeytandanmış gururum</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ve şimdi rahmet yağar, şemsiyemi a&ccedil;arım</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Siz iğneye ip takarken biz ipe iğne dizdik</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Başıma dert a&ccedil;tı g&ouml;n&uuml;l, iyilikten ka&ccedil;arım</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Siz sizi seyrederken biz yine aynı bizdik</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ger&ccedil;i, u&ccedil;urumun dibinde g&uuml;l olsan, s&uuml;mb&uuml;l olsan</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">G&ouml;lgesinden ne fayda başına taş d&uuml;ş&uuml;nce?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Herkese y&uuml;reğini a&ccedil;ınca sereserpe</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Kimseye doğrulmazmış kalp, kul kendine k&uuml;s&uuml;nce</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">H&uuml;zn&uuml; bakışlarıma dikmiştim bilmez hepsi</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Gel g&ouml;r ki aynalardan bana bakan neden tersi?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Tebess&uuml;m kadifeden okşarken kirpiğimi </span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Unutmakta gelecek bir bir ge&ccedil;mişten bildiğimi</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Şimdi sen bana hadi masallar s&ouml;yle anne</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Ben sana ger&ccedil;ekleri s&ouml;yleyemeden bak</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Neden demedin bana?</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Bulanık d&uuml;nyanın net g&ouml;z&uuml;nden ne &ccedil;ıkar</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;">Sen &ouml;r hanı sarayı, bir deli &ccedil;ıkıp yıkar...</span></span></p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify">&nbsp;</p> <p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="font-family:Calibri,&quot;sans-serif&quot;"><em>Leylifer</em></span></span></p>
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