<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">ANNEMİN GÜNLÜKLERİ (23)</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">28/AĞUSTOS/1958 İSTANBUL</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
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<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">“Bugün çorbacı yine insan ile doldu taştı. </span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Dağ gibi yığılmış bulaşıkları yıkamaktan yoruldum. Ancak TANRIMA şükürler ki şikayetçi değilim.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Derviş Efendi hakkımdan fazlasını veriyor.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Bulaşıkları yıkarken DERVİŞ EFENDİ zemine bulaşık haneye indi. Duvar kenarında keçi derisinden taşlanmış “NAMAZLASINI” sererek öğle namazına başladı.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Bu ihtiyar namaz kılarken, etrafa bir huzur yayılıyor TANRIM…</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Namazı bitince, uzunca duaya durup TANRI ile konuşmasını hiç kaçırmıyorum... </span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Suyu kısıp bulaşıkları bırakarak, bu ihtiyarın dudaklarından dökülen sözleri yüzlerce defa duydum.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Ve bugün yine duydum.</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Derviş Efendinin, ellerini Tanrıya açarak “Allah'ım beni bana bırakma, beni bana bırakma” diye gözyaşları dökmesi, tüylerimi diken diken etti yine...</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
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<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">(Not: Sanat tarihçisi olan Elenora BALCİS, anne ve babası Suşehrili Rum kökenli bir hemşerimiz. Yeni Zelanda'da yaşıyor. </span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">Annesinin, İstanbul’da tuttuğu günlüklerinden bölümler göndermekte.)”</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
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<p style="margin-left:0cm; margin-right:0cm; text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:11pt"><span style="background-color:white"><span style="font-family:Calibri,"sans-serif""><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="font-family:"Times New Roman","serif""><span style="color:#050505">(SİVAS POSTASI)</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>